1st of 1st, uni stuff... getting bore of it day after day... not because of the studies or assignments, but with the people i'm facing... After knowing each other for a year, ppl began to show out their own personalities which it is so dark that u actually wish to throw a punch right to their face... The nex thing tat piss me off is how kiam siap they can be... if u're gona throw a party, go spend more for it to have for fun la... wats the point of saving when u actually have the power of ''agung''... wana save then dun celebrate lah, dickhead!!! this is jz so lame... i wonder how long more i will stay at this place =_=
2nd, frens... recently heard so much negative news from my frens... wonder how are they doing right now, hope their doing fine... well, holidays are coming, definitely going to look out for them n help them kill their troubles... fifi hang on ther, wait for me~
Nex thing is my campmate, day after day nth but troubles and backstabbing is i heard from them... is tat how thing progress when we jz starting to improve , conflict happens and here we are fight with each other ? if tat so, we are jz no difference compare to other organization... for god sake, we are all grown ups, we're nt teens like we used to be, does grown up make u guys even dumb ? jz like my fb post :
"I'm nt gona involve into ur mess... If u are going to accuse me for nt being a fren jz bcoz i dun help u guys to clear tis mess, so be it... I didnt make frens wif u jz bcoz i wana quarrel wif u... we are all grown up, be honest wif each other n live on... if u feel u guys cant be frens, then dun be... y cant get over it, its jz another human being..."
Get it ? if u guys continue to act like this, then i'll jz leave the organization, no point continue to work together if u guys still backstabbing each other, might as well disband it... how are u guys gona help others when u are actually killing each other...
Grown up, pls think... sit down and have a talk to resolve it before things get worse...
Last but nt least, jz about myself =)
Cant say thing is getting good or bad, i guess it's juz neutral... recently cant slp well, i guess its been 2 weeks, hope to slp well in the nex few days... was having so much weird dream n bounce out in the middle of the night... It's not like i'm having pressure or wat, sigh...
Mood wasnt tat gd either with so much problems occur like i state above, seriously need to resolve all these during the hols coming nex week =D
As for the camp for year end, reali glad tat they actually approve it to run for 4 days, tat makes me 1 step closer to my dream! now i've done the schedule, more work to be done right before the proposal date... will throw my best shot to convince them to let me organize it my way, a whole new different style compare to those old 1, its a fresh start folks, n i promise i will do it with a blast!!!
I guess tats all for now... till we meet again, take care folks =)
* thx to jf, kev, wen, yan and fan shu for cheering me up all this while... even a motivator nids some1 to motivate him... sincerely thx to u all in tis 2 weeks time... =) *
Hikari Hueiz
